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Dilemma, cont.....

Okay, so it all comes down to today--pretty much. All this trouble, worry, frustration...somewhere between today and Friday, I will begin the resolution process. Yay...I can't really believe it's actually all finally starting. At the same time, I think I was better off before. Reality is always a lot trickier than fantasy--even if you try really, really hard to see every angle. At the end of the day, I get the feeling that I will break someone's heart and in the end mine will get broken too--karma and all that, maybe. But no matter what happens next, I'm determined to never again live in a life just because I feel obligated. I'm 27 years old. It's really about time I start living for me! Now the tricky part is trying to figure out what I want shotgun-style. But life is never very easy, and in my case, I don't really deserve that anyway...

11:57 a.m. - 2003-06-27
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