chalice26's Diaryland
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Same Old Thing
Same old thing...just a different decade. I have all of the same problems I used to have, and then some. I'm still lonely, overweight, tired, unorganized, poor, etc. There's a lot less drama now...or maybe different drama. I don't get to pick anything anymore. I feel very trapped lately. So it's not Limboland that's killing me; it's Stressville. I really don't like all this responsibility and all these obligations, but I don't really have a choice. I spend all my time and money looking for ways to "simplify" and "relax" but really I just think I'm trying to disappear. I want to take this year, this time that I'll be "alone" and make something out of it...become someone else. I can't spend the next fifty or so years feeling like this, so I have to do something about it. I will get organized and I will be skinny, and I will take control over my life, and I will have peace ~ somehow.
8:15 p.m. - 2011-08-28
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