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Paul

Yesterday was very interesting. I met a guy, well sort of. Hmm. I guess that's not really the whole story, so I will start over at the beginning. Okay.

In spite of my better judgement I went out for free pool with Megan, who I don't really like. We played a few games and around one a.m. she made a booty call to her ex. He said he had Vodka and told her we should both come over. She said that he was hoping for a threesome (which I thought was kinda wierd since he didn't even know me, but it was all eventually cleared right up).

When I walked into his apartment I was amazed to find that he was very attractive and tall--with really straight teeth. Anyway, I felt pretty bad about being attracted to him and then even worse when I realized he was hot for me too.

So we're all sitting around drinking and reading the jokes out of the Maxims he had (my idea, since I totally love them), and then Megan wanted to watch a "girl on girl" porn he had that she likes, and I didn't think too much of it, not being a porn fan myself, so I said, "Why not?" After the porn started, Megan asked him (Paul) for shirts for us, and again I didn't really think anything of it, but when she had her shirt off and was showing me her tits, I should've gotten a clue. It was only after she actually said the words aloud that I realized she was the one who wanted the threesome with me. Freaky! But alas, I had to turn her down, because I have no interest in eating pussy. She said, "What if I just ate yours?" Can you believe that??!!! I said NO.

So she went and crashed out and I started talking to Paul and eventually we sort of made out. He is an absolutely wonderful kisser. I know I shouldn't say that, because I believe everyone likes different kinds of kissing, so I don't actually believe in the idea of good or bad kissing, but we really were very compatible in that department. And since he's tall and skinny, it stands to reason, he has a large penis. So.

The drawbacks are as follows:

If we end up together I will have broken the cardinal rule of friendship and will deserve every bad thing that ever happens to me.

I will have to sneak around her to see him and will not necessarily know if she is still seeing him.

I will be right back on my way to potential heartache.

So I definitely need to put some thought into this, but for now I will hopefully just stop obsessing over whether or not he'll call. He really had fucking better! Damnit!

I am seriously tired of always being disappointed, and usually so close to the beginning, that I never get to enjoy anything. No more of that crap, thank you!

12:36 a.m. - 2002-12-21
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